not lying if truth is with held

if that's the case then so be it.  don't question if something comes out of nothing.  just saying.  there really isn't anything that is wrong with that.  but don't fuss and argue if you see something out of the blue.  or hear something that and found out that it was from a long while ago.  two can play this game.  remember what you said, it is not lying if you leave out some parts.

on the other hand, smoke free is most definately THE way to be!!!  i'm so much more happier now that i don't smoke!  took a while.  every now and then i will want the urge to smoke, and not saying that if you smoke that something is wrong with you.  i don't like the smell of it anymore.  it use to be the sweetest smell on earth for me.  but as of late, it reeks!  eww!!!  i'm so happy that i let that habit go.  yay me! 

as for what is new with me, i miss my friends!  i've been MIA for almost three weeks now and i miss all of them.  i need to see them like asap!!!  i'll be fine.  i just needed to give myself some time to adjust to the world that i'm living in to sort things out and make sure that my stress will not get the best of  me. 

and most importantly!!!!  CHICAGO here i come!!!  even though it's still four weeks away!  lol.

complaining

i can't stand to hear people complain about their own problems.  i'm sorry if you are hurting, but hell, you need to man up and just deal with it.  you like to keep using your pains as an issue of not working, well, guess what?!  then i guess you just gonna have deal with being broke.  i'm sorry if you have family memebers that are ill, they don't seem to want to get well at all.  what do you want me to do?  you is a grown person.  depending on something that will make in turn give you some money isn't something that should depend on.  seriously.  if that's the case, why don't you just go right on ahead and get disability so that you can get a monthly check so you don't ever have to work.  it's so irritating hearing all these complaints.  oh and by the way, your lifestyle isn't the best to be living as well.  especially if you don't have the funds to live it.  you hate asking money well fine, but you do anyways.  shame on you.  grown as hell and you a begger.  you say you live the lifestyle you do because of the illness in your home.  you can't win can you?  no, you can't because you refuse to take the nessaccery steps to get on top.  instead you look for an easier way to get out.  i'm sorry, shit just don't work like that.  i work hard to get where i am at.  my story is different, i might not live with the pain that you bear or the illness that consumes your home and your family but trust me when i say, i know how it feels hurt, to be around illness, and to be broke.  don't for once doubt where i have been, where i'm at and where i will be.