whatever it is that you think you know about me isn't what you thought you did, it's what you assumed you knew. time has come and passed, no one ever stays the same. we are humans and humans are made to adapt. for whatever reason that you can't adapt, i'm sorry, but you will be left behind to be ridiculed.
i'm sorry if i'm a mess, but if you can't help me in any way, just tell me, i'm fine without your help. just don't make a poor excuse and pretend that you do care and that you do want to help. save your pity for someone else who can't tell the difference between pity and sympathy.
i'm sick and tired of everyone telling me what is good for me. if that's the case then just let me leave and don't present me with your issues. if i can't handle my own issues, doesn't that mean i can't help you solve your's? and if we were friends, wouldn't you want to help me solve my problems as well? why is it that i feel like i'm only there for you but when i need someone the most, everyone is quick to turn their shoulders on me? there is a reason why i have no friends.
lonely is what i'll have to accept. i can't deal with two faced people who claim to be things that they can't. or make promises that they can't keep. and make plans that fall through. i go through this every couple of months. why can't i find people who are on my level?!
i'm not the same person i was a five-ten years ago, let alone last year.
just be real with me. that's all i'm asking.
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