drive

i don't have the drive to do anything anymore...what's wrong with me?  am i just stuck in a rut where i don't have any movtivation for anything!!!  i don't like being the one that's not movtivated at all, it sucks.  i feel like i'm the one dragging everyone down from their high, their fun!  maybe i am stressed to the point of depression.  blah!  and i'm starting to find that everything that everyone does, is starting to really irritate me...it sucks.  blah!!!  i suppose we will find out the true verdict.  you know, maybe that's what's been bothering me...and when i find the verdict, i'll be able to know what and how to deal with it...fingers crossed.